I haven’t been to the gym since the mask mandate. I just haven’t been able to work through the anxiety of starting over yet again. My weight is still bouncing up and down 5lbs but I’m maintaining and this is okay. I’ve been focusing on getting the house cleaned out and ready for G to move out and S to move in. My life is in flux and everything is chaos but I am doing my best to maintain a positive attitude through it all. Sometimes I just need to snuggle with a pile of stuffed animals and let the worries fade away for a while.